Oh...do calm down.....You are doing the right thing for your cat. Just a some note for you to follow....

1. Best to shower your cat few days before surgery as after the surgery you cannot wet the stitches area....(thats if you are a clean freak)

2. Remember to fast your cat the night before the surgery.

3. Get ready a cosy place for your cat to recuperate after the surgery.

4. Get a can of I/D canfood(its like a soft diet for the sick)

dont worry too much, just pray for a smooth surgery.

GOOD LUCK to you and your cat.

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You may think you are smart. Actually our knowledge is so limited...so dont assume we know how cats feel, because bottom line we really do not know.